New Years Day - Brilliant Lies lyrics

I'm trying to sleep, But this pain in my chest, It's keeping me awake, And every breath I take, Feels like it's my last, I want to be fine, I want to be sure, I want to be a lot of things, And none of them include you. I keep telling myself I'm not miserable, I keep telling myself I'm better off without you I believed that you meant everything you said, Goodbye and thanks for the memories, For the pain and lies Every time I had to cry, Goodbye and thanks for the memories. I don't understand, Because it doesn't make sense, The way you broke it off, Took away my heart, Took away all my friends, I want to go out, And get out of this house, But to begin again is gonna take more than I think I'd ever have to give. I keep telling myself I'm not miserable, I keep telling myself I'm better off without you I believed that you meant everything you said, Goodbye and thanks for the memories, For the pain and lies Every time I had to cry, Goodbye and thanks for the memories. I believe that I was so cleverly deceived, By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie, All the time that was spent being used I should have said, Goodbye and thanks for the memories. I want to know why you're such an idiot, I want to know how you can even live with it, I want to know why I should even give a damn, About you missing me so terribly I'm starting to sleep a little easier now, Now that I'm over this, And I've made up my mind to never fall in love again, With someone like you, someone so confused, I just wish I would have realized that a long time before I had... I believed that you meant everything you said, Goodbye and thanks for the memories, For the pain and lies Every time I had to cry, Goodbye and thanks for the memories. I believe that I was so cleverly deceived, By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie, All the time that was spent being used I should have said, Goodbye and thanks for the memories. I believed that you meant everything you said, Goodbye and thanks for the memories.