New Years Day - Your Ghost lyrics

A shallow grave Where you're buried underneath But don't drag me with you A mistake That's been clawing at my skin And I can't dig you out Is it wrong That I question myself-control? Your ghost stands between what I know And what I'm missing something isn't right I've been wasting so much god damn time Put me out of all my misery Pull the trigger let me know what's real so I can start again and learn to feel I fought so hard to push away all these tempting flaws It's too late to conquer them again What held me back in the end The fear of never knowing what's ahead I'm sick of disappointment The bitterness is overwhelming And nothings gonna change around me If I don't get rid of you I wanna shove the wicked words you told me Down your f**ing throat and let it sink in I k** off what's left of you Your ghost stands between what I know And what I'm missing something isn't right I've been wasting so much god damn time Put me out of all my misery Pull the trigger let me know what's real so I can start again and learn to feel So unfortunate it's come to this And I played my part Don't waste your breath with selfishness You're done enough harm Your ghost stands between what I know And what I'm missing something isn't right (Something isn't right) Your ghost stands between what I know And what I'm missing something isn't right I've been wasting so much god damn time Put me out of all my misery Pull the trigger let me know what's real so I can start again and learn to feel