New Years Day - Let Me Down lyrics

I'm sick of the way that you pushed me away When the times got tough you jumped ship A disease you couldn't come to grips with A daughter with dreams bigger than this You tried to bury me just like the past But it won't stay dead for long I wanna hear you finally admit you're wrong But if I give you the chance You'll let me down You'll let me down Your guilt won't save you now From six feet underground You'll let me down You'll let me down Maybe it's for the best you don't come around I'm sick of the way That I begged you to stay All I wanted was a little closure All I got was the coldest shoulder Tell me How do you sleep at night? It must have been so hard to turn your back when you've got no spine For years I blamed myself When all along you could have made this right You had your chance to be man Don't close your eyes and pretend I don't exist Now it's my turn to walk out on you It's your f**ing loss Now it's my turn to walk out on you Finally now it's my turn Maybe it's for the best you don't come around