New Order - Special lyrics

It isn't what it used to be I wake up every night On the stairs Waiting for the dawn to come Every drop of wine You can be my time Only tomorrow knows Why do we beg when we can borrow This time we knew No more or less There's nothing left It was always special It was like water down the drain I'm intoxicated Every time I hear your name I try to remember But nothing is the same It wasn't that I didn't try It's not the kind of thing, that you buy Written in my destiny Life is but a dream Covered by the sky Stop saying that you're calling time Look at your life before you start on mine I'm not the kind of person that you need I'm sick of trying I mean that it's over It was always special It was like water down the drain I'm intoxicated Every time I hear your name I try to remember But nothing is the same It was always special it was like water down the drain Patiently you wait for me You're so blind I thought it couldn't be Then changed my mind Drowning in the endless sea Line all those lines The traces of your memory Don't belong with mine