New Order - Denial lyrics

Here I am in a house full of doors but no exits In a light that is grey like the stain on my windows All of this is a gift, such a painful companion Inside of me It's just something I know, the answer's not there It comes and it goes and it frightens me It's just something I know, the answer's not there It comes and it goes and it frightens me This feeling inside me can't confront the decay To fall down on my knees and resume this charade Believe me, this distance, it's not what I need Inside of me It's another story, some of it is blurred I tried to understand him, I tried so hard Time worked so well upon us inside of me Inside my soul, Inside my soul Time worked so well upon us Inside of me, inside my soul Inside of me, inside my soul