New London Fire - You Will Disappear lyrics

Apparently disposed But when I just don't know Everything is different now Appearing in your clothes You saved from long ago And wore for me to see Just what I had to leave The words you can translate While I self medicate Through the pa**ing year So you will disappear My breath is what you stole Part of me got so old Everything just happens now Before I stop to die I'll measuer my life by What I never had And what I gave to you The words you can translate While I self medicate Through the pa**ing year So you will disappear The promise that you broke Is pa**ing through your throat And out of such a pretty mouth I believe it so But feelings of control Always leave my mind It happens all the time The words you can translate While I self medicate Through the pa**ing year So you will disappear