[Verse] My life is an open book of changes And this just occured to me I dream of all these different places That i would rather be i know That all i want is to be a man Who is certain with himself my battles aren't won Until i'm certain with myself It's hard for me to feel this anymore Where have the feelings gone I need to stop myself from hiding I've been down for far too long I know these worries of mine They won't change like the world I'm in how do i change myself