New Age - Pessimistic lyrics

Hoping for everything to change You're wide awake but you're barely breathing I never thought I would become a slave To all the hatred that burns inside me You hope for everything to change You're wide awake, barely breathing I never thought I would become a slave x2 For all that I am You'd take it, you'd take everything that I ever loved Liars, you made me the man that I am today A sharpened spear with the trust of a thief and it's got me nowhere They claim salvation in a false horizon and I'm not giving in To the monster waiting For a chance to turn all of your hope into shame I've been contemplating how they won't forget me I'm tired of feeling hopeless and I'm tired of being used What do I have to give to you Your eyes cut like knives and I knew you had it out for me You had it out for me I'm tired of feeling hopeless and I'm tired of being used I have nothing to give to you Your eyes cut like knives and I knew you had it out for me You had it out for me from the start Will you ever quit Will you ever stop this sh** I can't take it No, you'll never catch me this way again White flag raised ship sinking You'll never catch me this way again I'll fight till' the end x4 So raise your hands if you're ready to take a stand I feel lost, we feel lost sometimes So we yell, we yell for help but no one's there So we run till' we're dead cause' we meet villains instead of friends I'm tired of feeling Useless I got a shoe it fits and I'm made for this Why shouldn't I wear it I'm tired of being used I got a lot to give and I'd die for it cause' I lie to live I'm so tired I say I'm a man but would I take a stand if I had the chance I'm so tired I say I'm a man would I take a stand, would I take a stand I'm tired of feeling Pessimistic x2 Would you take everything away