Never Shout Never - Awful lyrics

One, two, three, four Its an awful way to feel, You feel so low like you cant go on But dont you fear my dear, Youre the only thing that keeps me feeling Anything at all Close your eyes and ease your troubled mind Ahhh ahh ah ahhh Sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up and roll out of bed And wonder why I even woke up in the first place Its so awful Then to make the matters even worse I swear my love I have a curse I cant do anything quite right I swear Im trying Its so awful Im awfully awful Today Its a complex sort of thing The type of thing that I dont like to Sing with all my heart Emotions fade the nightmares start And I cant waste my time I close my eyes and ease my troubled mind Ahhh ahh ah ahhh Sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up and roll out of bed And wonder why I even woke up in the first place Its so awful Then to make the matters even worse I swear my love I have a curse I cant do anything quite right I swear Im trying Its so awful Im awfully awfully awful Today Im waking up for the first time Since I lost track of my ways I took my last pill last night Im waking up for the first time The last time Ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh Sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up and roll out of bed And wonder why I even woke up in the first place Its so awful Then to make the matters even worse I swear my love I have a curse I cant do anything quite right I swear Im trying Its so awful Im awfully awfully awfully awful Today