k** me and the messenger he spoke in tongues and lied through teeth. See how I fall down his path and fail to follow my own feet. I'm lost My heart is half my own and half my shallow grave. This heavy blanket keeps me honest Oh G-d, can You pull me out? My G-d, Can You pull me out of this mess? Emerge and see. You can figure it out. To light the dark. To see the way it was supposed to be Oh, what a way with words. This couldn't get any worse. My hands are shaking and I'm giving up Before I give myself to the earth, I surrender