NeoXan - Shadow lyrics

I was only ten years old when i got here I do not know when these benzos got me I was just stoned smoking pot when I could hear All the men running up couldn't tell they had shot me Blood coming out didn't know what had happened I was just stoned my homies been flattened Only time could tell what had really happened Why me, why us? I was so saddened Adrenaline wearing off the pain it hit me Park bench now red covered in blood the bullet bit me These rhymes they divine but can't tell the whole story The shadow in the trees he saw it in full glory We were just chilling but in the wrong territory What they did it was outlawry My friends they were dead just laying on the floor he Listening to my thoughts too wavy like the north sea Crawling away trying to breath it never crossed me Maybe I'm the reason this sh** just happened Bullets raining down like i said my homies flattened The shadow in the trees was that just imagined? Ima go and see if I can find some answers Honest to god what were the circumstances Deep in the woods I see the necromancer Fire and flames I need the real answer Time running out getting colder and colder Hand in my pocket grab my cigarette holder Beauty is in the eye of the beholder Hearing loud noises looking over my shoulder Sweat dripping off my face what a failure Who's to blame maybe mother f**ing nature? Watch the trailer never repeat the behavior Am I a traitor or am I the savior Looks like some d** make me f**ing insane It's safe to say I'm not touching blotters again I might as well have snorted some bloody c**aine Head spinning making my bad thoughts remain I would rather pop a xan and smoke a gram Had a bad trip now i'm not a fan Knew it wasn't right as soon as it began But I've got a sh** attention span Tired as f** i'm getting back into bed White redhead sure but I got chased by a fed Yes I was misled a long day ahead It seemed good then now my friends yeah they're dead