Neon Black - Gone lyrics

(Produced by Chad Savant) [Hook: Chad Savant & Thom Khemet] I been getting everything That's owed to me yea That's nothing And I haven't been myself Still not somebody else It's obvious I'm nothing But I'm sure that you can tell I'm gone I'm gone I been getting everything That's owed to me yea That's nothing And I haven't been myself Still not somebody else It's obvious I'm nothing But I'm sure that you can tell I'm gone I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone [Verse 1: Thom Khemet] Ok don't know what I'm doing Ok I know that I'm moving Ok I know I can't lose it Ok so f** your influence King of dichotomy I hate everything I love I'm done Trying to live happily All I want is a masterpiece I got loved ones they mad at me They told me I have no juice But I got this water this truth Like Mick Jenkins I'm thinking Of drowning yall too Don't you know I miss me I've been living with this misery oh no I was told not diminish This life that I'm living And not for a second Let any depression Convince me to question My breath No sweat But still I question my existence Too many details I'm missing Too many retails I've worked in Too many liars Saying I'm worth it Too many priors I know I'm not perfect But still [Hook: Chad Savant & Thom Khemet] I been getting everything That's owed to me yea That's nothing And I haven't been myself Still not somebody else It's obvious I'm nothing But I'm sure that you can tell I'm gone I'm gone I been getting everything That's owed to me yea That's nothing And I haven't been myself Still not somebody else It's obvious I'm nothing But I'm sure that you can tell I'm gone I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone Motherf**er I'm gone [Verse 2:Chad Savant] Tired of making sh** that nobody listen to Like f** I gotta do Just to get you to give me a view I used to be confused I mean I still kinda am I used to have a short fuse Life's a grenade that went off in my hand I used to think I had nothing to lose ‘Till I found out I'm only a man And all my pride was just a castle I built out of sand I thought I was a rebel that was fighting the man ‘Till I found the world was sponsored And the enemy owns the gun in my hand Used to think that my life had a plan And if I just stuck to the script Didn't abandon ship I'd get to see land But if I keep playing my part I know I'll just fall apart Could never be A worker bee I'm too in love with the art I think the d**h of me Will surely be the hole in my heart Thought it was all there It turns out it's gone Thought I was still here it turns out I'm gone Yea it turns out I'm gone It turns out I'm gone [Verse 3: Thom Khemet] I know you might love me like you say do oh no But you know it's hard for me to think that's true oh no I been balling on budget Had 'em thinking I was fancy when I wasn't I'm a hundred I'm infinity Lost in an endless sea Gone when you needed me oh no I wish I had no heart So there's nothing to break Only thing I got time for Is my plan to be great Sleeping for the weakest I got bags all up onto my face I'm gone [Verse 4: Chad Savant] Wake up To get my cake up Nah never that I wake up Put on a smile like make up To cover that I feel crap Finality Is your reality I saw the world inside a chalice Now I'm drowning in an endless sea I'm gone f**ing gone It's been so long since I enjoyed a song It feels so wrong It's been so long since I just got to be I been so gone It's been so long This is the d**h of me I been so gone I been so gone I been so gone Been so gone