Neon Black - Abyss lyrics

(Produced by Chad Savant and Thom Khemet) [Intro:Thom Khemet] I'm infinite Swimming limitless Amiss A dark abyss [Verse 1: Thom Khemet] I'm infinite Swimming limitless Amiss A dark abyss History is the future that I couldn't guess I always dreamed of a bigger check Couldn't you imagine that which is imagine-less? Imagine d**h Imagine love Imagine us Imagine that I love birthdays I hate growing older I love the heat of your pa**ion I hate the cold of your shoulder I could feel myself crashing Not insane on the border I was watching anime I was living hella lame Like how you too sad to make a change? Message Messiah Like is you a liar? I don't believe in salvation Only believe in impatience I'm racing these racist Amazing I'm lacing This dope With no hope I let go of the rope But I'm eyeing the pills Man I swear that I'm real I think You could miss my life if you blink I been feeling real real bad Since a little boy I been real real sad And since I'm black in America you know real real mad I been working hard on a real tip Now they wanna go and call me optimistic I ain't tripping I was living off a nickel and some hope Took a couple hits of music just to cope And I left my adolescence Thought it kept my depression Like a weapon I got lessons I'mma shoot 'em till we get it right [Verse 2: Chad Savant] But it's kinda like Useless to put up a fight Thought if I tried hard enough I'd get see the light Spotlights Or headlights Or cop lights Or streetlights Man I guess specified Now I'm feeling petrified Stuck in the abyss Thought I wanted this forever kinda Like a long kiss Thought I wanted immortality Now it seems bogus Drifting through the endless space Starting to lose focus Now I'm starting to notice The beginning and the end Start to blur together Into only one thing How can you end me When we're practically twins There is no this side There is no that side There is no other Yet still we act like It's us versus them And if we sink them Then we can swim And if there's losers Then we can win Cuz we are holy They live in sin I know what I say Is just ideal But we're the ones Who decide what's real There is no secret Or no red pill There's just the abyss