[Verse 1] Since 89 I just wanted to be the best So I studied the greats, sorta like it's a test And I knew all they rhymes from last album to first Every syllable every chorus and every verse And I knew it, ever since this is my calling So early mornings and late nights I put my all in So determined to make an impact But here I sit with a bottle of vodka and some zigzags My good friend jeopardized our sh** all for a groupie Then probably went and f**ed the chick is this a movie? Nuh this is a story that's narrated by the liquor As seen through the eyes of the man in the mirror Motivated on the out inside it's all bitter Man feeling like such a quitter I walk with God got seduced by satan And gave in, then my world caved in [Hook] Caught up between the lies, the hurt, the hate the false hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more This is my letter to the world Ey Yo I the hate the false hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more This is my letter to the world [Verse 2] So I'm tired of all this bullsh** Tired of getting snaked by people I went to school with Tired of people telling me that I ain't been to church enough times In a row to be considered a real Christian Tired of not having enough dollars for me to spend And tired of having to watch my own back around my friends Tired of fighting my brother, and arguing with my mother And tired of giving a sh** to some people I'd really rather not Tired of putting 100% and still failing f** this I'm tired of life I'm f**en bailing We all got a story to tell this here was mine There's more to what you hear in a song it's in the rhymes I'm done with the noose now I'm bidding you bye Whoever said there's more to this life told a lie I'm done with the noose now I'm bidding you bye Whoever said there's more to this life told a lie [Hook] It's just lies, the hurt, the hate the false hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more This is my letter to the world Ey Yo I hate the false hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't know But I just want you to know I can't take it no more no more This is my letter to the world