Neil Davidge - Time Is Running Out lyrics

Nowadays, I just don't know which way to go with my life One moment I want a life in physics pa**ionate about light And the next, there is no other thing to do than just write I'm willing to fight, I just want to have some goals in sight I have to choose between a studies fourty hours a week Writing rhymes all of the time and making another beat Getting fit for the summer and gaining muscles by meat Not forgetting 'bout my friends across the land for the weekend I'm sorry, I also help some stay on their feet Next to that I had a girl, who I love and I need I give everyone attention but I'm forgetting me It's just so hard to be, at three places at the same time Doing certain things when there are others on my damn mind God give me a damn sign, which way should I go? Should I take the safest route or did you do plan something more? Do you have something planned for me? Is that the reason that I lately am losing sleep? Well, I don't know, but I will refuse defeat I will rise up and keep on standing on my own two feet Choosing the path that I want and not the path that I need 'cause life was made for having fun so that's what I will get done I'm on a run, not away from my fears but on the way to my dreams And it seems people used to wonder about NOD Say things like I couldn't do it, it's probably a scheme But I surprised them all, cause they would have never expected Me to have shot at something, always being neglected But I pushed through, didn't give up and now I'm here Stronger than ever with self esteem and I got nothing to fear Though in my mind striving forward, I'm still nowhere near Seeing myself in in the mirror, after all these years Sometimes feeling so damn proud of what I've become While other times I just see opportunities that are gone While being so young, I'm already feeling old sometimes It's crazy how quickly time can just fly by In primary school, a year would take so long I'd die Nowadays, things months ahead already feel so nigh And when they done, it feels like they are always so long gone Like it didn't even happen in the time I'm from It just feels like I have wasted so much time undone Now I feel so dumb, gaming all my days away When I could also just have made another song today Put in that work, not letting motivation fade to grey But it's safe to say that I will never be chasing paves Cause now I see the value of a life while time remains I feel so blessed I swear I promise I will better my life Not taking anything for granted 'cause there always just might come a time When it's over and and all you have left is closure You still wanted so much things, can't keep composure Now you're crying over your nightmares, 'cause they came true And you knew the day would come, just hoped it wouldn't be so soon It's real, and that's just how I feel So don't keep chasing circles running 'round and 'round Always pick a fight with fate and go make yourself proud 'cause life is way too short to sit around and figure it out Go for it now, as time is running out