Nego True - The Break Up Poem 'Sometimes' lyrics

It's been months since we last spoke, even longer since I seen you, I hear a couple rumours from a couple of your people, I blank out everything now, sometimes I even question if I remember your face, But all it takes is one little thing for it to all flood back and I start reliving the best of our days, I called this poem sometimes because Well yea you'll get it by the end, Sometimes I'm sure I'm over you I start telling my friends, Like bro I don't think I could go through that again, I tell'em that I wanna see you happy and I'm alright with letting you go, But sometimes I go through a milestone and I think of every way of letting you know, So I start clicking on your Facebook even though you're never on it, Start asking myself why I don't just ring you, sorry I'm being honest, Sometimes, I'll stare at your number telling myself not to call it, So I ring you on withheld just to listen to you talking, And here's me thinking I could never relate to drake, That's a good lie, Cause the woman that I would try, Is happy wit... Yea you get the picture, But that's sometimes, Cause sometimes I'm talking to other girls seeing the potential in a new one, She's talking about our future I'm listening and thinking we shoulda broken up sooner, I'm sitting here like being single made sense now, But that's sometimes, Because there's always something that brings me back to how you'll made me feel, And sometimes I sit here blaming myself, How did I throw it all away , what do I need to change bout myself, And sometimes I think Na, she lost out on me, She was playing too many games if anything I start to feel free Sometimes I think what we had was special and I don't see how you or I could find another is again, Then I think bout being replaced and think every relationships the same, Sometimes I think I over think it too much, I never really speak out these days running out of people to trust, And sometimes I think the only way we can get back together is if we get over each other first, I know I know, but* lol* sometimes it makes sense Sometimes I delete your number, I say that because I'll get all brave and delete it like "YEA I did it" But I know your number off by heart so it ends up back in my phone anyway lol Sometimes Sometimes I sit here thinking about you, and if you're thinking about me, Then I think Na, she's happy without me, Sometimes I feel to just get up and go and get you *lol* But it's not that easy Sometimes I wonder if you want your hero back, them hugs when you're scared motivation when you're worried Don't let me have time to myself, Cause that's when I think of you the most, Late at nights when we should be On the phone Or mornings feeling weird cause we haven't spoke, In starting to relate to Songs that I used to think where just good musically, Seems like alot of singers went through this guess it wasn't just you and me Everyone's telling me we got a happy ending And sometimes I believe it, I used this poem as a diary, And if you wonder if I still know you well, A Y diary's just for secrets You follow me I got that on my first guess, Kinda scary when I first checked A million memories guess I gotta LET'EM all pa**, At the time it felt like we where together forever now it's over it feels lt happened so fast, Guess theres Not always a happy ending but sometimes I wish there was though, Sometimes I can justify it sometimes I can't, Sometimes I've got these girls telling me to get over you, In all honesty I know they're just trying to get a chance Sometimes sometimes sometimes Sometimes I was in the wrong, sometimes you where But no matter how complicated things got, I added you to prayer, And I'm living my life now I just pray that you're happy and whoever you end up with I just pray you have a beautiful future