Need - Denmad lyrics

I wonder if it's true what they say In the books of Job for the dead Rotten flesh, so what's next? Elysium is it there? Or is it all just a deceit? Am I damned? Will I ever be able to go Back where I came from? Tell me someone is it meant to be so cruel now? Solemn thoughts are misused At last it falls, the grey curtain for my soul And I feel that I've been deceived The light of my life is dim Full of lies that will make me bleed The last time I cried For innocence unspoiled I felt that she had to die Dancing lights in my head driving me insane Don't tell me what I should believe Drawn before me the sins that haunt me A naughty parade of guilt It was a boring day like the others When my body was stripped of my soul The flesh was sore and the mind was twisted When they decided that I should pay the toll As I walk through these forsaken lands Where soulless people are sold All I have is in my empty hands And I'm left all alone and cold I wonder if there's a god or a demon devoid of faith To tell me what did I do to join the denmad?