NEBS - Feelin Like lyrics

[Intro] Ay yo NEBS I'm glad we saved this one for last brother Yo Look [Verse 1] Sometimes I wanna get a shot gun, close range Ending it all f** I hope there ain't no pain Then my families f**ed and all messed up Is this depression or the lesson that the d** f**? I've been hitting sh** since I hit 13 Whatever we could get pop a roofie if its dirt cheap Then I made it in rap ain't that your dream bro? When you picture it its nothing what it seems though Constant threats so I'm buying guns With the sh** I spend on that I should supply my mum A new car or somethin' I threw stacks at Rates We both the same so that went to waste I got a ma**ive house and a luxury car My girl screaming at me I don't know who you are No excuse but the fame and the drug mix With the cash turned me into to a f** wit I'm sorry [Hook] I don't wanna live my life no more I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost c*nt Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up I don't wanna live my life no more I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost c*nt Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up [Verse 2] I got what I want, why the f** I feel this? It ain't Kers if I ain't spit the real sh** I've seen the bitter sh** that's why I give you bad stares I try and block but the memories are trapped there Got money coming trust me that ain't bring happiness Tell that Pharrell that f**in' song is a bunch of sh** Growing up kids were searching through a clothing bin I see 'em lately and they say waddup they don't don't whinge I'm just gonna f**in' spill my heart Hate me or love me I've been real from the start What you know about a mate almost comatose? I need you here and I'm worried you will overdose Cos you the back bone to this sh** you're gonna need help Who am I to talk? I'm sleeping with a seat belt As a pillow in the pa**enger seat Fell asleep halfway through I was having a feed I need help [Hook] I don't wanna live my life no more I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost c*nt Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up I don't wanna live my life no more I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost c*nt Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up [Verse 3] I hadn't seen a mate for a couple of months I seen him and it hurt he was f**ing it up And it broke my heart more cos his bro was on the pipe too The same kid that looked up to us at high school I said I wanna chat and fix the prob One ear out the other can I speak to God? If you listenin' help in some way or form It's like holding aerials on planes in storms Someone's gettin' struck every bodies running mucks Ice will make your best friend wanna f** you up The tabs I've popped probably k**ing my liver Pain stops sprite so my body don't shiver I need guidance I ain't gonna hide sh** I hope what I'm saying don't lead to violence I had enough of that coppers tryna lock me up f** 'em Imma make my music and pop my d** [Hook] I don't wanna live my life no more I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost c*nt Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up I don't wanna live my life no more I ain't wanna be a victim of the shoot out wall I ain't wanna be known as a tripped out lost c*nt Got my freedom but it's feeling like I'm locked up [Outro] And whatever I said in this track It isn't meant to bring you down You need to find the positive in it We as a society need help This is just what I see Imma march on Stand tall Kerser We out