Neberu - Obstructor lyrics

This is the anthem to my dying world To all you motherf**ers who was never told Let me show you what it means to be self-denying and to hate everything what life seems to be You think I'm fine because I'm smiling on the outside? Here's your access to my inner demise All time wasted to a lie pounding out of my chest There's something in my head pulling me towards my d**h I'm a failure, I am nothing, deranged and disgusting So let me tell you something that I can't explain I am the shame of a life that was never really mine The obstructor of integrity is only me You are the shame of a life, afraid to show all of your sides. Hypocrisies are only what we make them to be I know you are all the same Living your lives like there's nothing to blame But all you cowards make me sick All these lies, you're welcome to admit It's like I always want to be the worst Addicted to a inner curse of loving to get hurt I'm f**ing useless It's like I always feel the suffering Addicted to fight inner battles that I'll never win I'm so worthless Hell waits for me You wear a mask full of scum ignoring all that you've done Don't try to trick me because we are all exactly the same We are failures, we are nothing, deranged and disgusting Only pieces of the puzzle I am the shame of a life that was never really mine The obstructor of integrity is only me You are the shame of a life, afraid to show all of your sides. Hypocrisies are only what we make them to be