Neberu - Delusional lyrics

I am nothing but a remnant of me Please take my desperate life away It will always be the same, honor a living full of betrayal All the unknown I'm ready to commit ‘cause everything is better as life without summits All I see is your deadpan face A motionless mouth that has nothing to say Your grey eyes gazes into space An empty-handed thought that starts to derail So tell me is this really everything you wanted As you told me that the mirror hides the truth Where is the person full of strength that wanted me to fight?Where did you go? Where is the force of will that was always shining bright? I never thought it could be me, all the lies that I advised That I advised I'll never know what I wanted to be Now I'm nothing more than a remnant of me It feels like I am just a slave to myself All lies that I advised I started to believe I would give it all to go back to the day Where I can restart to decide what's fiction, what's reality f** you and f** the demon that's growing inside Now it's my turn to dissuade the darkness from conquering my helpless lost mind I am nothing but a remnant of me Please take my desperate life away It's time to start again without the evil within Don't give up on me I'll run until the ropes come undone It feels like I am just a slave to myself All lies that I advised I started to believe I would give it all to go back to the day Where I can restart to decide what's fiction, what's reality