Neat Messy - Teal lyrics

[Hook 1: Neat Messy] I just don't know how to feel My life is getting too real I had a diamond in teal Then it lost its appeal Thoughts are just often concealed In this city of steel Try to stay eating, no stopping the meal Take a chop of the veal [Verse 1: Neat Messy] Am I what you wanted me to be? Don't know what you wanted me to see A white sheep with a golden fleece Working till I'm hurting in the knees Learning when I'm flirting with the bees No returning, rea**erting all my needs No we burning somewhere out among the trees No concerning anyone except for me Cuz I been watching people leave all my life And getting tired of it, that's right Ima stay writing past night Cuz through this sh** I take flight I'll get a couple shows at the Garden And that'll be me getting started Have a need to fill up these pockets Had a diamond and I lost it [Hook 2: Neat Messy] And I just don't know how to feel My life is getting too real Don't feel my hands on this wheel Clouds in my automobile [Verse 2: Neat Messy] I could feel a change in the wind Wrote a couple pages of sin Running from the places I been Looking for a change and a win I do it all without a grin Do it all without a grin I could feel the weight on my skin Little bit of liquor on the chin And I'm wishing for my friends They the ones that staying till the end Other people praying on a trend Equivalent to laying on a bed Sleeping