Neal Morse - Outside Looking In lyrics

Here I am more or less a man Second rate, the last in line One of life's little twists of fate But here I stand The unaccepted man (Neh 1:9) At the temple gate... Sometimes I sit and wonder why I was born When everything that I touch Seems to turn out wrong Though I'm a mistake There must be a place I belong But I'm outside looking in (Luke 15:14) (Life looks so easy, they all seem so happy) Yes, I'm outside looking in (And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly) I'm all alone without a friend 'Cause I'm outside looking in The plan was laid I guess I was made this way (Psa 51:5) I've tried before But I just can't seem to change Still my heart longs to belong I wish there was a way But I'm outside looking in (The beautiful city – they all seem so happy) (Eph 2:21) Yes, I'm outside looking in (And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly) The celebration will begin While I'm still outside looking in Oh, I'm outside looking in (Gal 4:26) (They make it look easy to love and be happy) Yes, I'm outside looking in (I'm cast out and ugly and nobody loves me) Oh, nobody knows me now I'm outside looking in (The beautiful city – they all seem so happy) (Num 24:5) Oh, nobody sees the ones outside looking in (And everyone's pretty but I feel so ugly) Oh, nobody knows me now As life goes on for them I will stay here in my sin 'Cause I'm outside looking in