Neaera - Sirens Of Black lyrics

On my path to self - destruction I pa**ed a source of hope And on fear and hate i choked On my path to isolation I walked the fields of nowhere In a valley of false salvation I breathed despair If you aim for the source You must swim against the grain On my path to self -illusion I bowed to standards And from the truth within i fled On my path of self -surrender I denied the I And without teeth or spine I tried to survive Sirens of Black Evoke the abyss from its fathomless depth Benighted we stand A spectre of fear and lies in our hands From carpets of unbroken gla** Phoenix will never arise If you aim for the source You must swim against the grain What you have in you You cant extract - only reconcile On my quest for peace of mind I almost lost my anger And in a stream of cynic I float Sirens of Black Evoke the abyss from its fathomless depth Benighted we stand A spectre of fear and lies in our hands