NC Origan - Writer's Block lyrics

[Intro] I'm startin' to having problems with writing my lines I don't know what to write and starters are the biggest one... you know I've been depressed lately so all I can think of is sadness instead of words [Hook] I'm gettin' writer's block I used to be able to think of words so good that I wouldn't know how to stop I just don't know how to even write a hook so I guess I'm gettin' writer's block now I guess I'm gettin' writer's block, I got writer's block [Verse 1] Yo, what word to start with I don't have a f**in' clue, I'm startin' to forget what to say too My new notepad is almost full of blank pages I've not used it in ages I've tried to think about words to say but there's nothing coming up today I always stay up all night, thinking of lines to say Oh, I guess I must need to keep tryin' every f**in' day It feels impossible, I sometimes hit my head off the wall in frustration and almost Endin' up in f**in' hospital "Where the.... where the hell am I?" I'm beginning to be spinning around in a circle in my head I feel like I'm on d** and I think my brain cells are f**in' dead All of them, every single of them I don't know what to write Writin' on RapPad doesn't help either, I tried I keep on tryin' though til I start to go insane I'll keep on writin' til I get back my writin' sk**s again I've lost it, I don't know how but I've tried my best sh**, I must have made my brain hurt with all the thinkin' but nothing is happening I am lost in words, lost of words I'm gettin' writer's block so I can't think of any words [Hook] I'm gettin' writer's block I used to be able to think of words so good that I wouldn't know how to stop I just don't know how to even write a hook so I guess I'm gettin' writer's block now I guess I'm gettin' writer's block, I got writer's block [Verse 2] No one is helpin' me with lyrics I'm doin' it all by myself, my mate sometimes produces the beats though I'm currently earin' money at the moment and savin' up my dough I know that I might need someone to help me but who though I don't know who yo I've tried to find people, they all just say no It's very disappointing for me but I try to try hard you see I need to practice it, the sk** needs to come back to me before I sniff crack I'mma whack my head til I get a concussion sh**, in my raps I just can't stop cussin' I'm cursed like I'm a swear box myself No good mental health but got good wealth, I ain't rich but I think I'm gettin' there Ain't spendin' it quick though, I'm waiting til I get mere I hate this block but all the time when I rhyme I start to stare at the f**in' time I took the clock and broke it Binned the parts and began to spit, but words ain't comin' out all that good I try and write them down, still I'm havin' problems so this writer's block is my biggest problem [Hook] I'm gettin' writer's block I used to be able to think of words so good that I wouldn't know how to stop I just don't know how to even write a hook so I guess I'm gettin' writer's block now I guess I'm gettin' writer's block, I got writer's block [Verse 3] I can't take the stress, can't be able to write and it ain't the best I need some help but yet no one is helpin' me Am I whack, am I trash? Do I need to pay them cash Not rappin' fast, I need some gas to inhale to get some energy I'm beggin' you, it's like I'm beggin' for f**in' mercy f** this man, what is up with me I ain't as good with sk** as I was so I'mma try and gain the sk** again Even if I take a pill or some kind of medicine Man, what the f** is up with me lately I'm really needin' attention but sometimes that's not everyone's intention [Hook] I'm gettin' writer's block I used to be able to think of words so good that I wouldn't know how to stop I just don't know how to even write a hook so I guess I'm gettin' writer's block now I guess I'm gettin' writer's block, I got writer's block [Outro] What was I gonna write... what should I write I need a line... I seriously need a f**in' line Man... is there any way for me to write a good rhyme f** this!