Natty - Real Talk Remix lyrics

[Verse 1: Natty] Come & listen to my story, make yourself feel right at home Cause every time i step up to the microphone I'm always giving it my all & telling you about my life at home & just in-case you're wondering why it is i write so cold Well it's all because i've been down in the dumps Never had enough money, pounds or above So I'm smoking all this ganja, I'm drowning my lungs & I never thought that i would be, found to become Struggling to live-life, the money isn't in-sight & my dad is working three jobs just so that we can live-right But it doesn't seem to work out, I hate the way things turned out & when i try to write about it, i can't get the words out That is why i wait a bit & write from the heart Right from the start i never lied in my bars So i fight with my past to try & hide all these scars But when i fell apart i couldn't find another path So i was left alone to wonder down this cold street I'm glad to see I'm gradually departing from the old me "Keep your head up high" is what a friend once told me & no one knows the real me cause what i show is phoney But during the space off three years, i've done my best to move on Venting over these beats, made me write a new song For two years i had a weak mind, but now i've grown strong I feel depression slipping away, i can no longer hold on (Hold on) I've been awake for four days, i've been getting no sleep I've been receiving more pain, on d** I'm gonna O.D You're nothing but a fake friend, me & you ain't homies You made it more than blatant but it's something that you don't see All you ever did was turn my life up-side-down You tell me i need to loosen up cause I'm up-tight-now Bruv you need to pipe-down, I'm flipping my life right-round Music is the spark inside my heart that will never die-down Real Talk. These are my, real thoughts Still tryna get paid cause my parents are, still poor I'm screaming out to god until my voice doesn't feel horse & until the day I'm happy, frozen ice will still course Through my veins. Yeah, I didn't choose this lane But now I'm on the road to happiness, I'm nearly through with pain But then all the hatred inside, grew again I know i've made a few mistakes, but I couldn't pick a truer mate You've always had my back strong, you helped me take the weight away & on the day's i was feeling so low, & wanted to fade away You was there to help me out straight away I'm grateful for the fact that you've given me a place to stay When i really needed it, & i really needed it Depression is a b**h, I'm just happy that I'm free of it All of that is old news, so forget what i have told you Cause this is the going to be the last time i'll ever speak of it (Speak of it)