I've been waiting for so long for Something to come along Something to take away the pain Take away this suffering I tried to numb myself with With almost every little thing But being numb is worse than Feeling nothing, nothing Still these walls are closing in I'm stuck in a rat race that no one can win I wage a war on myself Hope that it can cure me All this guilt, this pretending No one can save me from myself I wage a war on everything Until I find the cure for me This emptiness is nothing but A reflection of everything Everything I thought I would need so I could be finally something Why can't I look past what I think I'm supposed to be Maybe then I'd realise that I'm not nothing, nothing Still these walls are closing in I'm stuck in a rat race that no one can win I wage a war on myself Hope that it can cure me All this guilt, this pretending No one can save me from myself I wage a war on everything Until I find the cure for me