Nathan Jay - Atonement lyrics

[Saek] Seven, going 0 and seven, 0 and seven f** a blessing' I won't go to heaven, go to heaven I'm a loser, I'm a f**ing loser, f**ing loser I'm a Judas and I'm f**ing jealous, f**ing jealous I'm the ostrich who stuck his head in the sand and struck at oil I drink the poison fit for royals Spite's what I boil down to when you bring me up to a simmer Computer screen illuminate my microwave dinner Can't smoke can't drink, can't f** neither Happy 18th b**h, how you f**ing feeling? Like a garbage bag tryna hold a cinder block And they wonder why I'm sick a lot (f**) Wonder why I sin a lot, gratification I need it quickly I'm convinced I'm the sh**, I'm convinced that I'm sh**ty 0, going seven and 0, seven and 0 Motherf**er, never you mind, never you know [Bridge] [Zaeko] I'm a fraud and it's obvious, kamikazi into a bottomless pit Self eminent kids, bury evidences And a little bit thick in the skull Heaven sent, lost my innocence, back into the cold This village didn't know they raised an addict and a maniac Irritated, twisted back because he miss the past Wasted brain, gotta make it to fake it If he's famous, then he's aimless till his aim would be to make it back Can't organize a thought inside his broken head, broke and scared And he's quiet with his hope and fears, coke and tears Everything movin too fast past him Dastardly man, with a ba*tardly plan Gone cra** for the lack of a better adjective Adamant, about his gla**es and his ‘fits On his nine to five biz cause he's not sure of anything Red face, gray enemies [Outro, Bishop Malik] I'm the last one to the party. I started early, I hate everybody - myself included But roses are red and violets are blue, but - Violets are actually violet, but what's that mean to you when you're colorblind Like a new a** newspaper. I am who I am, and I am a piece of a sh** In a downward spiral, and the city is a toilet bowl Like who the f** are you to tell me who I am I know who the f** I am, and i f**ing hate it I am the f**ing greatest, a paradoxical oxymoronic toxic- [Cut]