Nathan Baya - Lost Souls lyrics

Verse 1 : Nathan Baya Me without you that’s nas without illmatic I feel ill messing with chicks that I know are not the one But I feel dumb waiting on a girl Who might not come So I mess with girls who make me Cum between sheets I’ve come to the conclusion I’m not the man that I use to be I use to love now I lust But I don’t lie to girls I lie with I don’t confuse love for lust been hurt by love so much I question if I’ll ever love? When I have s** May I always be protected I never wanna form a baby out of lust out of love for my baby I want you to have a mom not a baby momma for you I want you no drama I was a baby seeing momma hit by daddy daddy hit by momma who should I help ? If I help mom why you on her side? If I help dad why you on his side? How can two that made you divide you? Like only one made you? For you that’s not what I want So even if protection slows my erection I use it to protect you from the past I had and when the pen I grab I write pictures hoping you write letters to God for me cause we ain’t been seeing eye to eye hope I don’t see him eye to eye soon cause Heaven not where I’ll ride if I died I’d go to hell cause I’m in sin and it’s double the sin cause I know what I’m doing forgive them for they know not what they do Forgive me for I know what i do and the path I choose but I don’t wanna go to hell just tired of facing hell on earth so through sin I’ve made my own heaven but what’s Life without God presence? Is it really heaven?