Natewantstobattle - Monster Inside lyrics

Now I'm scared to even open my mouth Because there's something deep inside of me You don't know about And I wish there was a way you could see If I could show maybe I'd know If I'm a man or a beast Just take one look in my eyes You'd see right through my disguise She says that when I'm nearby That she can feel my every move When I fell apart Yeah, something changed in my heart As you can tell from these scars I'm not the man that you knew before I found something that makes me feel alive Yet somehow dead inside It makes me feel It makes me numb at once It makes no sense Yet it still helps me see So am I soon to be the monster that I despise? She thinks she's mine She must be out of her mind I said "get back" but she wants more And now her body's on the floor I've got this thing in my heart I have to hide It's eating at me from the inside Just take one look in my eyes You'd see right through my disguise She says that when I'm nearby That she can feel my every move When I fell apart Yeah, something changed in my heart As you can tell from these scars I'm not the man that you knew before I found something that makes me feel alive Yet somehow dead inside It makes me feel It makes me numb at once It makes no sense Yet it still helps me see So am I soon to be the monster that I despise?