Nate MacKinnon - The Pilot lyrics

[Verse 1] A sigh of relief to give up to release this desperate cling To a life that means nothing to me would be so sweet But I can't afford to concede, I'll be lost with a single defeat Could he call me with pride the fruit of his seed? [Chorus] It's an impossible dream How could you ask this of us? The fate of the world weighs heavy on our hearts But if I must I will pilot this monstrous thing [Verse 2] Feeling abandoned you cast me aside I know it k**s you inside But it wasn't just you she left behind You mark a child as disposable Over the puppet you coddle Of which there were countless Now his blood is on my hands [Chorus] [Bridge] Kept safe by a mother's heart And bathed in another's blood From which I grow in search of futile love [Chorus]