Natalie Marie Howell - You dont know the pain im in lyrics

You dont know the pain im in you dont know the pain im in you dont know the pain im in I lossed my God child never found out if it was a boy or a girl now im dealing with the fact that my 5 closest friends are tearing apart all 5 of them yelling arguing hate and fear in thire eyes with the feeling of having to choose who you want to stay friends with and who you want to let go fills the air you dont know the pain im in you dont know the pain im in you dont know the pain im in im being trapped that no matter what you do youll never let it go never let it go we all used to be so close we where all like brouthers and sisters and now your drifting apart and its like what do I do what do I say im at a dead end the world just grew dark and cold all the bloodyness fills the bottom of the earth and on top of it all I still have depressed memeries you dont know the pain im in you dont know the pain im in you dont know you dont you dont know the pain im in to watch your 5 closet friends who was there when you needed them there just falling apart and I have to watch it you dont know the pain im in you dont know the pain im in THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 16 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18