Natalie Marie Howell - What happend 2 us lyrics

What happend 2 us every one just shut the f** up and listin Korry I dont care what Terry reminds you of he is not like your step father or anyone in your family who has hurt you im not taking sides so dont give me the bull sh** about whose side im on Cherelle you have to wake up and look at whats going on I know you and Korry have a daughter and Faith needs both here mouther and father but are you really gonna risk lossing your whole family just to be with korry please dont tell me im choosing sides case really I dont want to shut you guys out of my life Marissa, Suzan, Terry I know yall are hurting inside your all tired of the bull sh** that goes on between all of you hell im f**ing tired of watching all of you go into a bloody war because yall cant seem to accept each outher for who yall are and that k**s me if God is mad let him take it out on me let me be the one to go down in flames case theres nouthing I can do to get yall to get away so if God is pissed bout whats going on please let him take it out on me I know one day I would have to choose between yall and I know if we gave up it will be painful case as im wrighting this out im creating a beyond blood bath inside and k**ing my self continuly you just wont be able to tell for a while case I wont show it but trust me when I say im destroyin myself on the inside right now case of all these lies and secrets all this talk bout leaving or k**ing your self I tried so hard and hoped for as long as I could that one day you all would just get along and accept each outher for who you really are now I keep thinking and after hearing all of you im sorry cant do this anymore Cherrel,Korry & Fayth im sorry as much as this all k**s me I am aware that once I say this you will not allow me to see Fayth ever again and we cant ever see here again but this is where I tell you I cant keep this up anymore this is where I leave this world and not come back go ahead try to talk me out of it give me a hell of reason to belive that this is over that you all can get along and accept people for who they are case as of now theres nouthin I can do I told yall befor that I could never choose between yall that it would k** me inside if I had to countless times I had this feeling and now this day is comeing I was just hopeing I was wrong and that we could all just get along by the way Cherelle your dad was hitting on me and you can tell him to stay out of my life for good sorry but this is what its come down to if there was something I could do something I could say for yall to just accept each outher for who yall really are I would but I cant force you to put up with anyone you cant seem to deal with right now all I know is I will never be the same again I will put up with a lot ill even put up with some of the we say to each outher and do to each outher but now that its all come down to this I gotta leave this world I gotta leave this world I cant put up with this like I said befor if God is pissed please let him take it out on me case I can not stand by and watch yall get hurt again im already with pain/anger/stress etc. but yall have a daughter togather and one day shes gonna know who we all are and whey you cant let here come see us anymore how do you think Fayth will react when she learns the whole truth bout what was said and done she would most likey be destressed but hey its not like yall could just eaisly accept each outher just to stay friends and here I thought family cares suposed to stick by you though everything I thought family do one of the most important thing in life but look at us now whey all of us is falling apart and as for me im starting a blood bath inside what happend to us what have we all done for this I dont know bout you but im sorry for everything God im sorry for what was said and done im sorry we no longer can stay togather like a faimly once again ive let you down and im sorry for breaking your heartn again THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18