Natalie Marie Howell - Shattered beyound shattered lyrics

Shattered beyond shattered dont worry about me at all ever because after today I wont be anyones probblem anmore instead ill be dead dosent really matter to me anymore if I lived or died because im just completly shattered beyond shattered shattered beyound shattered shattered beyound shattered theres no point on going on with my life when all I do is cause people pain and anger manny of you would try to stop me or tell me things will change that it would all get better its just dies to me it never ends these meomeries never fad away and all the pain and anger just builds up as the scars appear deeper and deeper manny times I been told to just flet it go manny times I tried to let it go but I cant it keeps coming back and all I can do is relive it over and over till someone or myself kiils me now I just feel nouthing but being shattered beyound shattered shattered beyound shattered when I day dream or just start thinking randomly all it is is mudder d**h and suciced I dont want to think about it its not something I like to think about but unless im reliving memeires its the only thing on my mind which is whey I keep saying the world would be better off with out me and because it is impossible for me to be truly happy in this life im just completly shattered beyound shattered on the inside shattered beyound shattered on the outside even though for years I been telling peopele everything is ok I could not tell myself I was ok becsause I been completely shatered beyound shattered shattered beyound shattered THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 19