Natalie Marie Howell - Mabe im not ment to know lyrics

Mabe im not ment 2 know I been thinking a lot lately mainly case theres something on my mind that I just can't seem to get past all along I blame myself for the hell peopel do to me yet I still dont understand what it is I said or what I did for people to talk about me behind my back or the fact that no one can come to me and I just want to know whey case incase you haven't noticed I care so much what peopel say what peopel think and I care so much what they feel inside I understand a lot of people say they care when they dont but I put my self in every postion every angle and aspect in life I look at all neagtive and postive to life cases if there is any I try so hard not to show what I feel inside mabe im just not ment to know anything mabe im not ment to know whey everyone worries so much about me what if im not ment to be in this world but then if I didint belong anywhere and if I didint have a pourpose in life whey than was I bought back to life am I even aloud to feel anything inside guss not case it clearly dosnt matter at all mabe im not ment 2 know mabe im not ment 2 know anthing bout this place mabe im not ment 2 know THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 17 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18