Natalie Marie Howell - If I could just dissaper and not be found lyrics

If I could just dissaper and not be found if I could just dissper and not be fond I wouldnt have to keep houlding everything inside im tired of watching out for things ive wanted to say and do weather because it was against the law, I loved God far too much to carry it out or just case of my age verese there age sometimes it could be all of the above every day I pretend im ok case no one wants to hear the pain I go throgh every day whey I havent k**ed myself yet because I belive God has a plan for me how ever lately everything just case im on me and all I want is to dissaper and not be found least not be boutherd by anyone at all still cant figger out whats wrong with me if I said something if I done something to them im sorry I didint mean to hurt anyone now its like if I could just dissper and not be be fond if I could just dissaper and not be found if I can just vanish into thin air who would notice me gone who wouldnt care what if I left a note explaning whey I left and whey you cant find me no matter how hard you tryed I mean if I could just dissaper and not be found mabe this world would be a better place mabe people I just cant take it anymore having all this pain locked upinside for years I wanted to let go to forget it all happend and just move on but its impossible case people keep bringing it up again finnaly enogh is enough that I just gatta say if I could just dissaper if I could just dissaper would this word be a better place would people be able to get along better than what they do now I mean I seem to be the reason everything goes wrong if I could just dissaper and not be found THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18