Natalie Marie Howell - Father God / Lord Jesus I need your help lyrics

Father God/ Lord Jesus I need your help Father God/ Lord Jesus I need your help but im not sure were to begin see there are times when I wonder whey you brought me back to life when peopel try so hard to make me feel unwanted to tell you the truth I still feel unwanted from time to time you know I still think about adreana every now and than till this day I still blame myself for what happend between us but recently like the day I went to furs with my sister Korrey started texting me I knew my sister didint want him to know where we where so I tould him I was on my way to soical security but I had no ida he was there to and that he saw me there but realy tore me apart was when he kept calling and I was listing to 94.9 klty I couldnt hear what he was saying and in order to turn my radio off I had to turn my phone off I tried to tell him that yet he thought I was ignoring him and I wasnt was I was I realy ignoring him not knowing that I was see Father God/ Lord Jesus I need your help Father God / Lord Jesus I need your help I just cant put up with the fear of losing the ones I love inspecly when there like family to me that I just cant stand to see us fall apart but if if its time to let them go if its really time to say goodbye for good Father God/ Lord Jesus I need your help Father God/ Lord Jesus I need your help case I just dont have it in me to say goodbye for good please Father God/ Lord Jesus I need your help THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18