Natalie Marie Howell - Chaind down lyrics

Chaind down I wish I could tell you everything is ok I wish I could just be relaxed and happy but I cant I been houlding all my anger, pain, streess, hate inside always watching what I say and do its been going on for 10 years stright dosent matter who or what thats always goimg on no matter how you look at it im always chaind down chaind down to this dark cold world and cant break free 10 years I been watching what I want to say because every time I say and do something people get worried talk to everyone they know behind my back than call the plioce on me you do realize I relive every memory I have you think that I dont do anything and wont do anything about what people do and or say to me when actually im just houlding it all in letting it build up for 10 years straight now everything has caught up with me and I no longer have energy for life I been broken down and shattered into pices my world is crashing down all around me which im chaind down chaind down chaind down 10 years I been pretending I was ok and to this day I still pretend everything is ok how ever I just cant keep going on like this tell me can I do anything what am I good for in this world if all ive ever done was being chaind down houlding back everything I wanted to say and do just because I could never find a way to re word just what im feeling inside which brings me right back to being chaind down THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18