Natalie Marie Howell - 3 times I tried but couldnt I got to the point where I wanted to but I just cant lyrics

3 times I tryied but couldn't I got to the point Where I wanted to but I just can't 3 times I tried but couldn't I got to the point where I wanted 2 but I just can't 3 times I tried but couldn't I got to the point where I wanted to but I just can't for those who dont know what I mean and for those who want 2 know I mean 3 times I I tryied to k** my self I got to the point where I wanted to but I just can't all these scars you see the person you see in me where do you think it came from every day some one some where says I need to be relaxed but with all this pain built up inside me that just can't happen that 3 times I tryied but couldn't I got to the point where I wanted 2 but I just got to the point where I wanted to but I just can't 3 times I tried to k** myself you have no ida what I feel inside and if I told you you wouldn't belive it I dont sleep anymore case of depressed memories 3 times I tried but couldn't I got 2 the point where I wanted 2 but I just can't 3 times I tried but couldn't I got to the point where wanted to but I just can't 3 times I tried but couldn't I got to the point where I wanted to but I just can't 3 times I tried but couldn't I got to the point where I wanted to but I just can't 3 times I tried to k** my self THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 16 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18