[Intro] Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth Mint-sweet talk Newspaper word cut outs Speak, no feeling No, I don't believe you You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit [Verse 1] Face of the window Trying not to cry Head on my pillow Screaming eff my life Been a drill to go to sleep Maybe when I wake up this all a dream Lay back and listen to [?] Just tell myself tell myself to keep breathing 8 hours in London, a lifetime in L.A I wish I could hate you And fly over these feelings But the turbulence seems to never end And my heart stops [Hook] I'm taking off Into the clouds I'm taking all this love You left on the ground Love won't be with me when I land [8x] [Verse 2] Tonight I'm feeling so evil Poured a gla** of that Pinot Grigio, to grieve slow Your new girl she's no equal But it's still eating away at my ego Here we go, Instagram beef grow And with each post, I feel weaker than before Then I lost my appetite in your feed As I continue to read Then I contemplate, and make a childish statement Sure that was kinda petty of me But the truth is I still miss you And yeah we both had our issues If I'm honest, it was toxic It's better off I'm not with you [Hook]