NastyNate - Somber Thoughts lyrics

[Verse 1] Calling comfort to accommodate these crashing planes I'm counting on this comfort to cover my cuts and pains Contemplating courses to construct corrected lanes Chose that curious courting's connected to the strain All these ailments account for all my downs It's amazing you're allying against the way we're bound Allowing any anger to affect how my argument sounds Almost after every action my past is found But bringing up bad behavior only makes bonds defer Believing that backing off will make times better These building blocks are broken because I've become a debtor So bridges are burnt and visions are a blur Diluting all our days and destroying delightful dates Directing myself in dark ways, dishonest like the snake Dirty greys on darkened days causes anger to stay Dismay demands decay but it comes without delay Fast forward through failures for failure is not an option Even though I'd give up fame and fortune, not a problem This future fretting is feeling so far from stopping For even in my fearful mind I'm frightened by this fighting, uh Perfect pictures portraying these perfect people But the presence of problems places me way under equal The proper process provides only pieces of the fall Production of pleasure is painful, so we push and pull Every elation encounter ends early from fights Early entering bed, my mind runs through the night Elation seems an enemy to me this can't be right Eradicate the exit rate of empty thoughts you cite Reminded of relaxation but my mind is racing No pacing, realizing that writing results in tracing Tracing my feelings reminded what reward I'm chasing Rejuvenated rate of relinquished retired patience Long live love because listening it has lost its worth Lies are lies but d**h always lies after birth Listen lovely these lies are just part of this earth On lower levels of my life you lead mine you're in first Sitting silent I'm sure that I must be sad These somber thoughts swaying, they switch from glad to mad Singing saddened songs is stupid silly super bad But still I can't stop singing these songs that spell out times we've had Healing is hard when harmful hurt is everlasting So my heavy heart is hanging down beneath the string Holding you higher I handle you more than a fling It happens to hatch your hateful hypothesis on everything Somehow sometime someway someplace somebody would've found out Stimulating stress while successfully supplying doubt Singlehandedly I'll say you stress me out...just showing me what you're about Taking tolls on my temper and taxing all my sins Turns telling of times and tales to trials within Never fighting for fortune but im fighting for your favor Left me lonely, so I'll see you later I said I'll see you later Uh, I said I'll see you later You left me lonely, so I'll see you later BLAOW!