Nascent - Bargain With The Devil lyrics

[Produced by Nascent] [Verse 1: G Count] Black and Mild in the left, Bible in the right hand AK47 leaning on the nightstand Extra clips on the dresser next to the fifth of Svedka On my hip is a heckler, I keep the sh** for protection Tote this burner wherever, I can get murdered whenever The reason why I'm only tote'n them 30s or better They got personal vendettas, them n***as want me dead So bad they ante up and put some money on my head I'm paranoid, can't relax one minute Shot the mirror cause I saw a man with a gun in it Damn near blew this n***a down at the intersection Thought it was a hit but he was only asking me directions They tried to wack me on the expressway They tried to wet the car up like a jet spray Got up on me in a drive-thru I shot my way up out the jam, they didn't k** me but they tried to See I survived two murder attempts By the grace of God and I been going to Church ever since And even then I got the vest on Even though I don't expect to live that long I just had a newborn But I feel d**h on my heels like a shoehorn I'm a family man now, this ain't no way to live Can't even ride in the same car as my kids I did a lot of dirt, I put in a lot of work The reason why it's R.I.P. on a lot of shirts What goes around comes right back You changed but you can't erase your past, it doesn't work like that I see d**h around the corner Just waiting to take my life without a warning I take what I dish out, I'm a real n***a And when that day come I'ma deal with it [Hook: Black Ralphy'L] I know I did what I did, it is what it is Yeah I know that I've been sinning, but I hope the Lord forgive I know I did some dirt, I had to get it how I live How I live, I had to get it how I live Know I did some dirt, I had to get it how I live How I live, I had to get it how I live I know I did some dirt, I had to get it how I live, how I live