Nalyd - Void lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been in love with you for a little bit admiring you from a far Because I don't want you to ever know it I already got the perfect way to show it but All I care about is how I do not wanna blow it Just coasting at a rapid pace and often I don't even wanna stop and take a moment To admire the beauty of everything that isn't you Cause if I had you then Id probably give it to the notion I could fall in love with you again everyday in every way And I guess I'm saying that I don't gotta be hoping I don't gotta operate on you to get you open If you wanted tears I would cry you an ocean When you walk into the room you do it in slow motion Cherub love around you throwing blossom petal roses I wanna be there for you to blossom like a lotus even if it's not me that's suppose to I could probably force it This infatuation is something I cannot take And even if I could then I would wanna die before you know it Most of the time though I stay alone with me and myself in the surface energy I grow with Due to my negativity I will never be surprised if I don't ever find anybody to get old with I got depression that the thought of you helps me cope with But I get more obsessive as my heart stays broken [Hook] I know I could be a man But you still don't know who I am I want you and I wanna possess you But I don't know how I can I will take you out to sea I will take you by the hand I will let go of you and watch you sink as deep as you can