Najwa - What lyrics

What beast must I adore What heart must I break What lie must I maintain In what blood thread In what blood thread What must I adore If I look awful And I wear the wrong face With the wrong shoes What must I maintain If I come at the wrong time With the wrong friends What heart must I break If I say the wrong things On the wrong day What must I maintain If I lie to myself What must I chase If I'm lost as well What must I love If I don't deserve What must I break When I count to ten So provide me with a nice tuxedo And give me a silver shield 'Cause this party won't last long And I know it 'Cause I'm waiting for the storm