Nada Surf - Bad Best Friend lyrics

i only wanna say things that are pure; now i won't be talking anymore. i only wanna do things that are true. every time i move i'm hurting you. i wanna know what is it that you do to keep from hurting anyone but you? cause i still say your name when i don't feel right, just like i used to and if most people fade to gray and black, you'll fade to light blue. i think too much and then start talking mean. where did i get all these selfish genes? best friends, i'm a bad best friend. i'll meet you today when no-one is watching. we'll throw our money away, i'll meet you today.