Nada Surf - Amateur lyrics

You made me feel like i'm ok, i could be happy Now i can sit, not run away stupidly laughing Wipe out all self-pity, it's slowing me down Turn off feeling pretty, dressing up dressing down. I walk around the city out of my way, looking for something I've got all that i need to save my day, so why'm i running? You said i should get professional help, it always makes me cry. I know i'm just an amateur, but i've gotta try. I had a birthday party and it was packed, got friends who love me We hung a disco ball up and watched the lights, they were so lovely When exactly are we? i get the decades mixed up. I like the streets when they're empty, i can make the rest up. Every day is new year's eve, every night is the last night. Every day is new year's eve, every time is the last time.