MysticalOne - Jacob Kell lyrics

[Hook] They call me Jacob Kell And in '45 I took the lives of 35 With no remains no one lived to tell When a legend dies you lose a bit of yourself And all those against us shall quickly perish I'm friends with d**h and he's got a message A loss of love carried on my shoulder Gone's the world you'll mourn over [1st Verse] Many a time I'm wondering what went wrong I suffer from so many problems Started somewhere near the childhood that I "endured" Should've replaced that verb with the word "enjoyed" They always told my mother that he wasn't like the other boys Learned a lesson early on but maybe Neitzsche said it best Don't gaze into the void too long Llest it begin to gaze inside yourself Never could settle for better Whenever the competition rose to challenge Lonely withdrawn and writing an*lyzing lyrics like a madman Just want to better myself Let me be and move on I got a lot to do and read and don't want to be bothered Collecting thoughts as my Father I wasn't brought up but God there Asmodeus present caught in crossfire I lowered my defenses looked up listened to what he had said Impressionable disappearing feelings like it's magic Numb to the world comfortable with my surroundings Time to cleanse and wash away the blood from off my hands come clean Made the irreversible decision to begin the finish Grand finale final act to recreate my vision Let me take you to the nest The empty space where more than beauty resides The place in my mind reality and art can co-exist It's a little dark but your eyes will adjust It's natural to allow your dreams to rise to come to life And manifest because the light is brighter shadows getting bigger Time is shorter and I'm waiting for the end here [Hook] [2nd Verse] Wandered for days Lost thoughts in a haze Just simply wanted to get away He took the whole world with him Art in terror he made Author of d**h he became And when he was gone the real k**ers vowed No one'd remember his name And even so they chose to put him aside ignore him They weren't ready for him So the story goes this was the calm before the storm There was no second warning Nothing left to invest important Empty hope in Loren sold him short And never gave him that performance So like so many things in life it had to be taken Any means to make it Began to believe in the emptiness now once again An equal trade for everything they did to him It didn't fit he got too greedy Caught up in his dreams and ultimately led to his defeat Thinking to himself that 35 for one life never could amount to The loss encountered carried on his shoulder The anguish pain and suffering illusion left for centuries It was the real k**ers who got to live in peace Punishment felt to him like nothing It wasn't enough the lust for blood was too much disgust The world had failed him never to gain a love for it again Because of the people he really didn't begin to live until the end Imagination left him stranded abandoned until it began to comfort him And then it was too late fate was past it's due date Moving doomsday consciousness was "dead" I entered in my true state Silent legend left no resurrection d**h instead accepted Nothing felt but love and love alone had been his deception Undoing [Hook]