Myka 9 - Introspective lyrics

[Aceyalone] For years i've been searching for life's perfect scenario And speaking perfectly honest I really haven't found anything perfect, ever Most of what i do is protected by my wall Because of my fear that someone will come into my bullsh** life And mess it up even more I make my own rules and then i break them My best excuse is i'm an artist Yeah they told me that it might take a life time This whole life of mine Standing where the light shine I write a rhyme, i send it right down the pipe line Fresh water, green trees in my sight line Who in they right mind would dedicate their whole soul But i'm a old soul, I been around the whole globe Strobe light another show then back on the road Mind hold information that can not be sold [Self Jupiter] Once in every daily movement an uprising ocures A final moment in his or her's life As it's The strains and strains The fingers of the man's that pluck the strings of uncertainty So never racking it is the master Yeah Well they told me That coming from where I came from The game is ugly And it really doesn't have nothing for me Just a lot of pain But I can't complain Every scene is just insane Every concert knows my first name It's just really all a game Slowly I think i'm just going insane Plumbing down this sewer drain Yeah, you just as strong as your dream Maybe one day i'll move of this rodeo lane Until then I remain the same [Myka 9] Knowing better and doing better Are 2 entirely different things Theres a {pantheon of dietes} in the streets Theres one as so ignorant as to as 1 In a uncomfortable situation Love is the highest elevation of the game I go by the name of mike 9 Plus 1 tight dime, peace Having a nice time No need for me to high sign I find those who co*k lines Get crossed to make times? combine Imma in a eyes not blind When I energize the mind When I enter thighs and grind When I rise and shine I'm alive combined Think up ways to make my enterprise climb [P.E.A.C.E] Ay, you know what It's kind of funny Being a social bu*terfly I find a way to exile myself out by drinking I don't have to always drink all the time To have a good time but it seems like I gotta drink too much Nah you ain't gotta do that Just to touch somebody Shouldn't even drink at all Now that's a problem Don't come to close to the motions I flow I kinda don't like water but a n***a love boats So I can let you come on but you gotta play close And don't get to into it cause you can get soaked I like the way I wave motion my boards So I do get to caught up in to being to bored I stay up on top, and keep up on the floor I don't like going underwater you can hear em' soar As they drown I'm trying to stay on top of ground And under the radar I'm going fathom's below But i'm way bizarre More than they can ever catch Catch me up there, brah I think i'm going up I can see the water getting clearer As I soak em' up But what I came to get You so hostile Feel like i'm living in a liqour bottle..