Myazwe - Bittersweet lyrics

(Inaudible conversation) [Ali] Yo, it's way colder now though eh? Phone's been hot, hearts been cold Step out the car gotta look both ways, you know? They'll do anything to get their hands on it [Myazwe] [Verse 1] I been MIA, no playing with my life Was gambling on some bullsh**, had to throw away the dice Shortcuts taken, time's a wasted Dope is blazing, got caught up Gotta keep away from d'evils, that's what mama taught us I heard it takes time and patience so I'm skating Everywhere I go I'm just tryna see some payments Blame it on myself if I never see the top Mount Rushmore of hip hop, I need to see a spot I'm setting good examples, the way that I handle My women's like Curry with the handle Better ask permission 'fore you speak to me Cause now a days I be getting irked frequently Damn, might make me spazz out, have an accident sh** on a n***a like we off of a laxative Half the kids I know ain't doing sh** Bunch of act smart but we really clueless kids I do this sh** for real, it's so real in the field right now My dreams ain't mirages, they real right now Y'all dont understand how I feel right now And these n***as tellin me yo chill pipe down Can't stand chillin with y'all boys all the time No money in the bank, man we barely getting by Spent the whole cheque on getting lit & getting fly For no damn reason, why oh why I can't live like this no more I'm lookin at the clock & the time that we have is no more [Hook] Got tired of living how I know I wasn't supposed to be Some people slowed me down when they were supposed to grow with me Had to leave em in the dark, they'll never glow with me I still got love for ya, it's bittersweet poetry Things can change into whatever you want em to be It's crazy how life changes when you focus on ya dreams Sometimes ya lose some friends, just ain't got the same energy I still got love for ya, it's bittersweet poetry [Verse 2] Aw snap, Yaz is late for work again, shut up trick You lucky that my black a** even showed up again You lucky that I'm broke right now That my black a** ain't got that much to spend But I got some bad news for you I ain't gon be here much longer we about to win Make no mistake about that cause we the coldest It ain't no mistake that we be the north kids Got these n***as asking if another n***a wrote this Well thanks for the love, I'm real glad that you noticed Born hustla, at age 16 I was out with the team Hustlin Micky D's getting pretty big cream $300 a shift to the boy was routine (yeah) Young genius (ha) But I dropped outta school Did that sh** to better me, not to be cool Not like I fit in there anyways It don't matter though I'll still get it any day On the court all 48, I don't take any break My team gon be winning soon, watch confetti spray Feelin like acne, I could break out any day Making cash many ways, counting up faces Not too long til I'm finna be ya favourite Tryna talk sh**, better save it I been so dangerous Got all these hating n***as filled with jealousy (yeah) I'm the mouf**in man now And I ain't tryna talk if it ain't bout bands now [Hook] Got tired of living how I know I wasn't supposed to be Some people slowed me down when they were supposed to grow with me Had to leave em in the dark, they'll never glow with me I still got love for ya, it's bittersweet poetry Things can change into whatever you want em to be It's crazy how life changes when you focus on ya dreams Sometimes ya lose some friends, just ain't got the same energy I still got love for ya, it's bittersweet poetry