My Shameful - I Fear lyrics

All the time I wasted hasting from one to another never seeing, what was laid before me now time has slipped away from my hands And here I stand, at the end of time and see, there is nothing I would not regret in my shameful, shameful life for a moment I do despair for there is no going back I cannot mend the deed I did not do I can't undo all the harm I've caused Save these words of mine and see the horror I face each day like sand, time slips away from me and there is no gate to close, nothing will stop it Hold on to me I don't want it to end like this Hold my hand for a while Keep me warm, till night pa**es by I feel it all begin to chance My body betray me, it turns to earth Oh, how I would like to rest But I... I fear the darkness...