My Shameful - A Saddened Sunset lyrics

Just another saddened day break, again Where ever I lay my weary look I see memories, memories of pain in remembrance of this hell, I wake again Do you see all of this, all this pain Written on the wall, all of my agony I felt so long A saddened sunset will not hide these memories, on the grave of my dignity I feel not like a human no more But a ghost I am, a shadow of past I do not remember what it was like to rejoice to feel the sun for too long I have been here Trapped inside this betrayer body how would I like to end this But my hand will not rise, to do the final deed "from daybreak to sundown I feel the same pain throbbing Inside this wrethced body the body that once I commanded" "But now, all I ask for, is the end to come quickly"